It's like Sophie's Choice

So got into Boston University School of Public Health and it's the program I wanted. Sucky thing is that I also got into Drexel's program and Anna is taking research leave for two years here in Philly.

So it's like brother or career?

But not really. I mean that's super melodramatic.

I've made really good friends here and have created a pretty bad ass support system. Boston isn't that far and not too expensive to travel to and from. It's just two years. two years of an amazing program and great faculty. two years, part of which i'll get to spend in a developing country.

And it's two years of staying put. Which is funny because just yesterday the idea of staying put in Philly for two years, making it a grand total of 3 years was kinda freakin' me out.

And after all of this, I'm worried I'm not excited about this career. But then again, nothing would really make me happy, right?

I've just gotten so used to living in the limbo, making an actual decision feels pretty scary.